so today was a pretty good day. thank god its friday haha. school..boring as always, then basketball...then went to start sports with my mom to like design how our basketball jerseys are gunna look. they are pretty hawt haha. umm then went to sonic with my mom then wallmart, now im home. and bored so call me if you wanna do something tonight hah.

Im a gangster haha, Idk if I like this layout that much..comment on it and tell me if I need a new one or to just keep it.

-Chelsea-

ohh yea, I have my phone back now haha so you can start calling it again

I love you

Its good to say, that today was deffinetly a good day woohoo!!!!

Well..I guess ill tell you about my wonderful day. Woke up, and I was realllly tired not wanting to get out of bed at all, but then once I did I was alright. Then got ready for school and then went. Spanish BLAH I would hate that class if I didn't have whitney and brittany lol, we eat and talk the whole class fun!! haha then biology..had a test, got a freaking 91! yea go me. haha umm then went to lunch. english, had a quiz over a book I don't even have yet haha o well. basketball was good today, then drivers ed, yea got my permit today lol 6 more months!!!! Then came home and my mom was like, lets go out to eat so we went to mi cocina, yummm. and since we were in town square we had to go shopping too haha. now im back home, probably should do some homework, but I don't even know if I have any so I guess I wont lol.

well, I guess i'll write back later hoes

-Chelsea-

I love you.

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wow way to end a good day, my mom freaking took my phone away so don't call it..or text it until further notice.

I wanted you to know me
to make sense of a heart gone wrong
I wanted you to need me like I needed you
and to wash away the sins of thought and deed
You were too perfect to grasp
and too wonderful to touch
but now that you're gone
all I have are memories fading
and a ghost walking withing my mind

It's only now that you haunt me
on quiet, lonely nights
when the wind carries your name into my ears
leaving me adrift in a sea of regret and remorse
I can't face who I am
much less what I've become
Just a wounded soul living in an broken heart
walking these empty halls
hoping to catch a glimpse
of the ghost stalking within my mind

Don't feel like writing about my day, maybe later.

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have nothing else to do, so I thought I should update.

The past few weeks have been pretty rough for me, and this weekend was just another add in to all of my other shitty weekends I have been having. Did absolutly nothing friday night, because I thought I had plans but, ya should have known that wasn't going to happen...then woke up around 9:30 saturday morning, to watch my dog, so I was in there for a good 3 hours. Then just hung around and got ready for my basketball tournament in Dallas. I really thought this weekend was going to be a good weekend, since I was going to  be doing the thing I love doing the most. but yea w/e. So then, got to dallas and we ended up only having 6 people. and lets just say that I had my mind on other things, and I played pretty shitty throughout the whole tournament. lost our first game, won our second. so then I went home, and fell asleep around 12..woke up around 10:30 this morning and got ready, and I told myself to stop thinking about everything thats going on..but uhh that didn't work out and my head just like wasn't in the game, so..once again I have another shitty game. Didn't talk the whole way home, and just came home and layed in my bed...and just thought about things and cried for like an hour, and decided that I was being pathetic so I got up and took a shower and did my hair, and now im here, talking about my weekend Im thinking about shutting down my xanga..I really don't see any use in it..does anyone even read this? or does anyone even really care what it says lol

Im really hopeing that someting good comes into my life, or something good happends soon. Because im really starting to think, that things just arnt getting any better at all...more like just getting worse. something good would be a great reasurance that things might be looking up...I guess i'll just have to wait and see.

heres a good long enrty for yall to see, have fun

-Chelsea-

Since you've been gone, its not the same. would you even care if I said I missed you.

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Its been a rough few weeks, sorry I haven't been updating much. Just got back from basketball, and I don't really have anything else to say...or that I really want to say on here..so I might get around to updating later..bye

-Chelsea-

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